Seriously?

Do you ever feel scared for your life? Have you ever sat down and actually thought about life and the big or not so big choices you have made? I have and it scares me. The biggest thing that scares me is DEATH, yes I am very scared of death. I want to know what going to happen when I die. Like does life just go blank? Will it hurt? I actually can't believe that I am blogging about this. Also, I have learned how precious a baby is. They are so precious. When I have a baby I am going to live it to death and never let it go until I die. Never let anything bad happen to it. Ok Ok Ok, I am not going to sit here and be soft on y'all though. I mean I believe in war but also I believe in peace. Such peace as in not fighting, like two high school students over their girlfriend or boyfriend because that is just dumb. I have not really been in a fight so I don't know how it feels. I have been angry though but who doesn't right? I am big in sports, so like football, wrestling and MMA do get rough, I will say that. Oh man their is so much to say about life and how I feel about it. Also, if you feel what I am saying its scary to think about, and comment me or message me at my gmail account please.